Thursday, April 30, 2009

Because there is a PURPOSE


As time goes by, there are a lot of things that must happen. I believe they are meant to happen because everything that is happening has a purpose. A purpose that sometimes you don't know why.

Yes, I am happy with my life. Though it gives me a lot of pain but still it makes me happy in every single moment. I was then alone since my sister graduated in college. I started to live the life that I thought I can't. I've learn how to manage uncertain things. I've got a lot of mistakes but still I don't give up.

I was one of the two students in my chosen profession. At first, things are going good. But as the time passed by, it made me confused. Confused in everything that I thought is going right. But still I decided to continue. I did it because I already started and had a lot of efforts in it. Things didn't turn okay. But again I continue until I graduated. What I have experienced is not easy, me and Catherine have all the discrimination. We are just taken for granted by the faculty and staffs and etc. Yes, it hurts. I was asking God, is it really for me?Is it for my own good and happiness?

God didn't answer, so again I continue searching for the answer. For four months I spent my time in a vacation and also looking for a job. Again I was confused and got frustrated. I don't know why all these crazy things are happening. I've met a lot of persons. Different personalities and we have same problems. God answered this time but in different way. He showed me and made me realized why all of these things are happening "Because there is a purpose".

Right now, when uncertain things are happening I just sigh and say it has come to pass to fulfill its purpose.